June 2010
6 posts
Gone For Good ;
I’m done with this space, for the greater good.
“I understand the impulse: the impulse to want to put out your hand and want...”
– Dawson’s Creek (via quotewhore)
Tug-Of-War ;
With every ache I lose my faith, with every bruise I step away.
“I don’t believe you have to be better than everybody else. I believe you have to...”
– unknown. (via freebree) (via happythings)
You Spin My Head ;
With a limping leg and a battered heart, with all the imperfections that exist in me, with all the pain and burden I’ve carried around for a little too long, Ive found the courage to slowly carved out a line on the ground. Not quite a notion of surrender nor admitting defeat. But rather an indication that I’ve lost it. Anything beyond the distinct barrier that I’ve consigned...
May 2010
6 posts
I dentity ;
Love creates an ‘us’ without destroying a ‘me’. - So how true is it, when people say they lost themselves in love?
“The better you learn to take care of yourself, the less you settle for being...”
– Curtis Sittenfeld (via justbesplendid) (via quote-book)
“Everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives,...”
– Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
So my brother is finally getting engaged in about one month from now. It’s amazing how I see him through almost all the girls he ever went out with, and yet he choose to settle down with his current girlfriend. He says, with love, comes understanding. I think, to a huge extent what he said is true… Because I can’t imagine myself marrying someone who doesn’t understand me.
...
Malign ;
When do our senses know any thing so utterly as when we lack it?
It has definitely been awhile.
April 2010
8 posts
Ice Skating ;
I will definitely miss whining about dance to the whole world, especially to boyfriend and Diana, Nisa and Zalikha, I’ll miss telling them “this is the most hated part of the day in the week” on Mondays and Fridays, I’ll miss walking around school barefooted because I’ll look like a kungfu women in the flimsy pants with vans shoe, so I’ll always choose to walk...
The Essential ;
I am officially broke. To an extent that…
I have thoughts of cashing in all my Sing dollars for Yuan and hope to get some profit when China revalue their currency.
I have started to bring pack food (since last week) to school, hoping that i can save a few dollars.
I haven’t been taking taxi for the past week.
I have thoughts of selling my clothes online. ( I always think of this,...
Happy 8 ;
So this is what BF gave me for our 8th months. It’s unbelievable, but true. I really didn’t see this coming and my cards feel rather inferior now. :( Nonetheless, I truly appreciate it. He must have really put in a lot of effort,time and money in doing this and I really love it. Thanks love!
And this is what I made for him, in school, outside library on a tuesday morning,...
090410 ;
Happy 8th months Nazeer. We may fight like there’s no tomorrow, say words that have pierced right through our hearts - but i can’t help yearning for more.
I love you.
bLack&goLd ;
So yesterday, after our cardstocks and chipboards spree at Urban Write for our 8th monthsary cards, boyfriend and I decided to have an impulsive dinner at Seoul Garden. We created silly jokes regarding issues with malodorous breath which only the both of us know the pun behind it. Heh.
Today, I watched a show which awaken a tinge of fear in me. Its about a family which is almost complete, and...
BT ;
So BT results are out on LMS and I’m thankful that I managed to clear all the H2s, eventhough it wasn’t really a set of epitome results. However, I got a subpass for GP. I don’t know what went wrong in the paper, or it’s just the fact that it’s VJ’s prelim paper. Sigh. Boyfriend have been very supportive, especially during exams period. where we...
When In Rome ;
As I was reading my cousin Fifi’s or better known as Khairiah tumblr, I came across this term MLIA. It wasn’t my first encounter with it, but at Khairiah’s blog, the term seems to surface in most of her entries. And I got a little curious of what MLIA really means. I’m seriously, seriously bad with acronyms and the only acronyms that I know very well are Economics terms -...
March 2010
2 posts
Taboo Moment ;
Dancing and I is equivalent to a taboo moment. A major taboo moment. I am beginning to quit mentally even before the actual performance. Is it me, or it’s the situations + complex movements, cause despite of my coordination problems (which BF claimed that I have), I pulled through cheer leading rather okay 2 years ago. If there’s anything that I don’t anticipate for apart from...
090310 ;
…and so much has happened for just this month alone, yet there’s still 1/2 of it more to go.
first, Nazeer and I celebrated our 7th months yesterday - 09032010. I made for Nazeer 7 love coupons for 7 lovely months and he couldnt stop giggling upon seeing them. He on the other hand said that he made me something too and I can’t wait to get my hands on that...
February 2010
3 posts
And You Take Me The Way I Am ;
Cause I love you more than I could ever promise, And you take me the way I am.
090210 ;
And so it’s the 9th again. ;)
We may had endless differences for the past 6 months, we may had endless problems, but we endlessly make it up to one another. I can never ask for more.
Thank you for being the best.
January 2010
9 posts
oRanges ;
“What constitutes a problem is not the thing or the environment where we find it, but the conjunction of the two; something unexpected in an usual place or something usual in an unexpected place”
In the midst of forcing myself to read Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit, I came across this.
Busy Bee ;
February’s coming and there are so many things coming up. So many things coming up = more money going down. Yes, that’s the exact equation.
Azza’s birthday, hehe.
Valentines day, Double hehe. Because Nazeer and I have set a side a huge amount of money for this year’s celebration. And I really want nothing else for Valentines except for the list I’ve made for...
Happiness ;
For the first GP essay of the year, I choose to write about prosperity and happiness - I have learnt that the correlation between money and happiness is very minimal. The ways to acquire happiness differs for each individual. Even though it has become a benchmark in the 21st century, that happiness resides in wealth, I still choose to believe that my happiness resides in family,friends and Nazeer....
WIL ;
“Just like that I let him leave. I listened to the steadily fading sound of his car as he drove away. The motor grew fainter and fainter until it was finally drowned out by the children’s voices. At moments like that I felt that he accepted the freedom I had given him with too obvious relief.” - Her by Titis Basino.
I’m enjoying Women In Literature. Not because I’m a...
Dinner@SwissHotel ;
For no valid reason, I craved for Ben&Jerry’s today. Thankfully, it’s available at the nearest convenient store - 7 Eleven. I thought if today’s going to be bad (since its the 5th month and Bf’s not around) , at least there will be something good about it. But Kak Sofie’s and Johan’s wedding dinner at Swiss Hotel was really, really beautiful. Apart from...
090110 ;
Happy 5th Months Nazeer. Wished you’re around to celebrate, or I’d rather say just spend the day together. :(
“Life is not about who you love and who you hurt, it’s about keeping your trust,...”
– Unknown (via laceymae) (via quotewhore)
Departure(s) Friday ;
So early this morning, we bid goodbye to Dad who’s leaving us for Frankfurt for 2 months due to work. :( I wrote him a long letter which he promised to read only when he arrived. It’ll definitely be hard without having him around, especially for mum. Hope everything goes smoothly for him, insyaAllah.
Then, I bid goodbye to Nazeer who’s leaving me for a KL skate competition. :(...
Running Shoes ;
I’m left with exactly a week to complete my assignments (actually, its less than a week, but Monday’s the first day of school and it’s good to play pretend not to know anything and procrastinate everything to Tuesday, HOHO) It’s a struggle to complete almost 2 months of assignments within a week, but I’m really glad Nazeer is willing to sit in the library with me and...
December 2009
17 posts
NY ;
I could practically ramble on how I spent my New Year Eve, but then I’ll choose to keep it all within myself. Words are inadequate and won’t exactly do us justice. I am really glad to have ushered the new year together with Nazeer. I still remember our first date after last year - 090809, we cycled a tandem. And today, I’m utterly thankful that our tiny little hearts are still...
TwentyTen ;
I have never believe in resolutions.
Happy New Year.
Corn Beef & Coke ;
Due to unforeseen circumstances, we decided to stay in today…
and have a cooking session with Kak Wahidah!
Christmas 09 ;
I don’t want to turn this into a photoblog, but I guess pictures say a thousand words.
So this was 2 days before Christmas.
and FINAL RESULTS…
KL Trip
Aliyah,Ignesa,Khaliq,Kahlil,Isyraf.
DANIA!
School only starts on the 11th. That’s roughly 2 weeks from now. So technically, I still have sufficient time to get myself mentally prepared for what’s in store,...
‘There are things…that are visible, only when you have faith’
Almost Paradise ;
I woke up to the song - Almost Paradise in B.O.F. If there’s anything that I can watch for more than 3 times and still feel good about it, it’ll be B.O.F. I remembered sitting for hours infront of the laptop watching episodes after episodes. It’s really nice. For a moment, I wanted to go to Korea more than I want anything in the world. Haha. Then again, Azza and I agreed that...
Christmas List ;
It’s exactly a week to Christmas. I know we’re not supposed to celebrate it, but I can’t help feeling all thrilled for the exchanging gifts session. So here’s the 5 things I want for Christmas. This list is applicable to the boyfriend, the girls + Nonet and also Ayie since he didn’t get me any present during my 18th. :(
1. A floral dress from Topshop (hehe, Irah can...
Girlfriends ;
Finally get to meet Irah!!!
Ass ignments ;
I have 101 assignments to complete before school starts. That’s inclusive of 40 GP articles, 2 Literature projects, poetry comparison and god knows what else. And guess where I am now??? Glueing, yes only glueing the 4th out of 6 articles that I have cut out for the past 1 week. I’m going to Die. Die with the capital D.
On top of that, I have still other important things to do. Like...
“Because it´s only when you´re tested that you truly discover who you are. And...”
– Lucas Scott, OTH (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Calais ;
This is in Calais, France. I personally love this hotel the most, even though it’s a little creepy. Aunty Linda said that there used to be a family living in the mansion before they decided to change it into a hotel. I don’t know where the story come from, but when I did my own research on net, it has always been a hotel, but this is a new building since the old one was bombed during...
Wang Mas ;
Kita ada banyak….”wang mas!!!”
Pardon my expression, I always get excited when boyfriend and the girls are around. Inclusive of today, it’s the 4th day I’m meeting Nazeer eversince I’m back, yet I still can’t get enough of him! And Shady just got home with Ramly burger, I want Nazeer in a burger now!!! Muahahaha.
OMG and Shady is sitting beside...
Songs Of The Sea ;
“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I’d hoped to give you forever.”
091209 ;
Hi Nazeer,
I’m back just in time for the special day of the month. ;) Regardless of the exactness of the time, and even though we’re actually on the phone right now, I still choose to discreetly (or maybe not, since it’s here for everyone to read) remind you of your importance in my life for the past 4 months. We may have had the worst or best or anything in between days, but I...
20:00 ;
I’m at Aunty Liza’s place in Stratford right now and I can’t go to sleep yet. I particularly hate the time difference because I’m still up awake here while bf and the girls are sleeping. :( Yes, it’s only around 8 here. It’s so cold that I can’t station myself at any other spots, except for the fireplace.
On top of that, I got myself, or rather dad got me a new pair of...